Renewal

Im trying to focus on getting myself more...well,focused. I'm going through a detox of sorts and trying to manifest into the person I'd like to be. I watched the "Secret" on Netflix the other night and I've consciously been trying to bring goodness to my life. It is kind of crazy but I feel that it's working. Everyday when I my alarm gets off, I lie in bed for about 20 minutes or so just meditate on what I want to bring into my life. I can feel a shift,at least, inward. Jeff and I have been trying to be more active and I've been trying to control my emotional eating. I fought it at first because I definately have fears from my past with people in my life who are totally obsessed with outward appearances and I dont want that again. But there is a healthy balance at focusing on wellness and not going all narcasitic. Jeff tends to be a little compulsive about things, but I'm trying to tell myself that in the life there are a lot worse things he can focus his obsessive energy on. All in all its good for us. So I'm in a Springtime of my life. New green leaves pushing out of the hardened, packed ground. Soon, with the nuturing warmth of sunshine, I will bloom.

Watching the Secret

the law of attraction. this is a powerful. i am going to consciously try to attract the life I want and I believe this will work.